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I hate this. You have no idea how much I hate this. This lonely feeling that builds up inside, creating this dark isolation that keeps me caged up, alone with my thoughts. I see the way my friend looks at his girl, and the way she looks at him. Love. It's perfect. He'll wrap his arms around her and whisper in her ear "Hey, you're beautiful. But you already knew that." And I know, that that's the kind of love that I desire. To be with the perfect girl. To wrap my arms around her and whisper lovely things into her ear. I want to hold her hand when we go on walks and talk in our personal inside jokes that only bring us closer. I want to have those phone calls, late at night, where we fall asleep still talking on the phone. I want to slow dance with her in the rain, and then looks into her beautiful eyes, whisper "I love you" and then lean in for a kiss. I want to be able to cook with her, take naps with her, take care of her when she's sick, lonely, scared. I want to be her protecter, her friend, and her lover.
But who is this "her?" You're not the only one who's curious.
I'm still waiting for the day I can meet her, gaze into her eyes, and know she's the one.
I can't wait for her to come into my life.
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:iconluminabalderson:
LuminaBalderson Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2013
She'll be there.
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:iconxmeowfx:
XmeowfX Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you, I hope so. 
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:iconluminabalderson:
LuminaBalderson Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2013
You're very welcome. I wish you luck in finding her.
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AndrogynousRabbit Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
And she'll be there one day c:
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:iconxmeowfx:
XmeowfX Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you c: I hope so c:
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AndrogynousRabbit Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
^^
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San-Hatake Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
This is what I want, but I've just got my "her". Absolutely beautiful and thoughtful.
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:iconrosierose123:
RosieRose123 Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
This is beautiful, I love it. <3

I know how you feel, I'm still looking for that one person. You'll find her someday c:
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:iconxmeowfx:
XmeowfX Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you love c: That means a lot :heart:
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:iconrosierose123:
RosieRose123 Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Of course hun c: And, if you ever want to talk to someone you can talk to me ^-^
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:iconpurplechaos:
PurpleChaos Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2013
OF course waiting isn't enough.
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:iconxmeowfx:
XmeowfX Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I know. There's a lot of searching to do. 
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:iconluminabalderson:
LuminaBalderson Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2013
This is amazing.
Faved.
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:iconxmeowfx:
XmeowfX Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you <3
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:iconluminabalderson:
LuminaBalderson Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2013
You're welcome~.
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Xx-Cake-xX Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
That's beautiful <3 you'll find her.
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:iconxmeowfx:
XmeowfX Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you, love. <3 That means a lot.
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Xx-Cake-xX Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
^,^ always here <3 loves ya stranger. lal.
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faniebonie Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
i love this,lol,made me teary eyed :D
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AstamoRyde Featured By Owner Jan 30, 2013  Student General Artist
i know exactly what you mean. i have been there before, and it doesn't matter if you're surrounded by people because you still have a loneliness that won't go away because you want someone who will accept you for you and someone who will hold you when you are depressed and someone who you can relate to better than family who is also relatively close to the same age as yourself and all the while you are going through hell just waiting for her or while you're trying to find her
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ijilly Featured By Owner Jan 30, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
funny coz there are women that would say they can't wait for their 'him' to come in their lives... i thought it was just us women that would desire these things
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XmeowfX Featured By Owner Jan 30, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I'm actually a female myself. :) lol
I'm still waiting for the perfect girl to come into my life /:
I actually have many guyfriends that are waiting for their perfect girl. :)
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TigerLove566 Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
This Is Beautaful. Same Feelings For me too.... Love it. :')
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:iconxmeowfx:
XmeowfX Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you <3
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TigerLove566 Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem
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Takatake Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
same feel bro'...same feel
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:iconxmeowfx:
XmeowfX Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Yeah man, it kinda sucks sometimes.
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Bullcross Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
That is awesome!!! SERIOUSLY AMAZING. GOD..
I am only confused by how this is listed as -poetry- . It's prose, no ?
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XmeowfX Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I never exactly knew what prose was so I wasn't sure /: but thank you for telling me!(:
& I'm glad you like it, thank you.
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azeez4u Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2013  Hobbyist Interface Designer
very heart touching! i wish u find ur true soul mate
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:iconxmeowfx:
XmeowfX Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you! <3
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Girlfoxgirl Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2013  Student Writer
Aww, that's beautiful. ^^ I hope you find her, too, as it sounds like she'd be lucky to have ya. Keep your eyes peeled, man.
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XmeowfX Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you. (:
I'll try. (:
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SoiFon-FanGirl Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Absolutely beautiful. I'm in the same boat as you. I'm waiting for that special girl to come into my life, and when she does I'm going to make sure I treat her like the angel that she is :)
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XmeowfX Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
That's really awesome :) Waiting sucks though :c
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SoiFon-FanGirl Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
It does, I agree, but I figure that waiting for the right person is better than being with people who are going to treat you badly, right?
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XmeowfX Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
But sometimes when you think you've found the right person, they end up treating you badly and then sadness.
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SoiFon-FanGirl Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I know. Trust me, I was there not too long ago. And it's through that process that we learn which people are worth suffering for. In the end, those experiences make us stronger, right?
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XmeowfX Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Yeah, I guess.
But it's also a bit degrading (at least in my case).
Once one has been hurt, and cheated on a certain number of times they begin to think they're unlovable.
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SoiFon-FanGirl Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Well it's obvious that you have been hurt before, my dear. I know we don't know each other, but if you would like to talk about it (as it usually helps) I would be glad to listen. My friends always come to me for advice about these kinds of things :)
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:iconxmeowfx:
XmeowfX Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
It's alright. I'll be okay. But thank you :) You're very sweet. :)
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Scriddles Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2013
I wish I could met someone like this. :'c
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:iconxmeowfx:
XmeowfX Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Awh :c
I wrote this to get some feelings out that I've been holding in for a while.
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Scriddles Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2013
Well, I hope you end up with her someday. c:
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:iconxmeowfx:
XmeowfX Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you.
I hope so too.
And I also hope you find someone that treats you amazing. (:
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Scriddles Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2013
Thank you very much. uvu
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:iconxmeowfx:
XmeowfX Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome lovely :heart:
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cheesecakedinosaur Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2013
as a girl, i think i can say for all girls tht we appreciate guys like you
i wish they were more of you kinda guys out there
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:iconxmeowfx:
XmeowfX Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I am actually a girl myself xD
but thank you (:
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cheesecakedinosaur Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2013
oh gosh, im sorry
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